Oh my god, Shelter is like the CUTEST THING EVER ♥

From the sound of this song and some of the shit he's been doing to promote it, I think the boy might be a little kinky. Which is kinda awesome.

This is what I have in my Mediafire account atm and I'm mostly posting it so I can keep track of what I've got already and what I'm going to add to it. Or something. I'm not quite sure but it makes sense in my head, okay? Anyway, take whatever you want. Comment if you do to let me know, please. Enjoy.

( 10 Years, Acid Bath, Annie Lennox, Beck, Black Lab, Blue Oyster Cult, Cream, Damien Rice, Disturbed, Echo and the Bunnymen, Evans Blue, Gogol Bordello, Grant-Lee Phillips, HIM and the 69 Eyes, Hinder, Hurt, Jeff Beck, Jen Titus, Kenny Wayne Shepherd Band, Killswitch Engage, Lifehouse, Loreena McKennitt, Lucero, Machine Head, Matchbox 20, Matthew Good, Matthew Good Band, Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds, Nine Inch Nails, Ozzy Osbourne, Poets of the Fall, RED, Robert Johnson, Rollins Band, Saliva, Seether, Shinedown, Skinlab, System of a Down, The Black Angels, The Distillers, The Doors, The Frames, Theory of a Deadman, Tom Waits, Type O Negative, VNV Nation )

Title: A Covenant of First Cuts
Pairing: Sam/Castiel
Rated: PG-13 (I think)
Word Count: 1,475
Warnings: None really. Slashy boy kissing, some language
Notes: Not beta edited. Written for this prompt in my spn_30snapshots table. Part of the same 'verse as Under Covenant of Working Grace and A Covenant Without a Coaster, which you should read first.

( There’s a cold shore of bone dust and a sky with no ocean to make it blue. Everything tastes like stars breaking and glass shining and he knows how broken he is because he’s running his tongue over his own broken pieces as he kisses Castiel. )

Because I am an idiot, I signed up for smallfandomfest. I just got curious to see if The Covenant had much of a following and ended up signing up for two of those and one Boondock Saints fic. Jesus, I'm hopeless *headdesk*

Title: A Covenant Without a Coaster
Pairing/Characters: Chuck's POV, mentions of Sam/Castiel
Rated: PG
Warnings: None really, some language
Word Count: 1,300
Notes: Beta edited by judas_denied./ Follows in the same 'verse as Under Covenant of Working Grace, which you should read first.

( Chuck wakes up on the couch with an open bag of Doritos going stale literally right under his nose and the mother of all hangovers. )

Prompt Table for spn_30snapshots.

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So I forgot the password for an account I use in an RPG and went to go get it reset. And this is what happens when they ask me to prove that I'm human.




Well at least LJ is feeling optimistic.

Just finished watching Ten-Inch Hero and I am really surprised, but I liked it. More surprised, I liked Priestly. I didn't think he was a total douche, which is what I have been anticipating since I first heard about the movie. He was actually kinda cute.

Does anyone know how to turn off the thing that notifies me whenever someone else gets a v-gift? I am so SO sick of being told how XYZ person on my flist got a vampire kiss or wtf ever. I mean, that's great. Congrats. Vampires are lame, but it's the thought that counts. I just really don't want to hear about it unless it's for me because frankly, what business is it of mine?

Deathknell (verse) by beanside and nilchance.
Seriously addicted to this and I really hope the authors aren't done with it because yes, ADDICTED. This reads like this really awesome novel, like one of those novels that gets reviews saying how you can't put it down and can't stop turning the page and just... yeah, this is that. It fucking rocks. They create this situation that should seem totally impossible--the U.S. rebuilding its economy using slavery after some virus wipes out the government--and make it completely plausible and believable. I mean, it is absolutely believeable that Jensen is this highly trained assassin/whore slave and Jared is some kind of UN operative and he's married to Jeffrey Dean Morgan, who is also supposed to be the President of the United States, but is actually on the run for his life. Yes, doesn't that sound like fun? But there's also almost everyone you could ever imagine in an RPS fic in this. Tom Welling has an eye-patch! Christian Kane is bossy and will kill you! And I don't know wtf Jason Momoa is doing there but it is so great *squees* You should read it. ALL of it.

Always Darkest by entangled_now.
I just read this this morning and originally clicked the link because Sam/Chuck is one of those pairings that you never see and one that's pretty um... intriguing. But I'm very glad I clicked on this because this was also really well written and omg, hot (in a way that has me maybe feeling bad about it because, come on, it's Chuck). No, seriously though, I thought this was so cute. Both of them think the world's ending and this is their last night/morning on earth so it's like... "You know... maybe we could..." And since the world is ending anyway, it doesn't matter. Except then the world doesn't end and there they are reevaluating their sexuality and not really all that upset about just having fucked on Chuck's couch. It's cute and funny and yes, I will admit it, it's hot.

we die young by bloodnfire.
The atmosphere here is just so darkly beautiful and tense. Nothing seems to be happening at first, and it builds up with this sense of anticipation or something impending. And it's sad, but I didn't really get why until the end and hopefully if you read it, it'll do that to you too. It's a great ending and this sad, sad lead up that reminds me a lot of A Fine and Private Place by Peter S. Beagle where the two characters (in this case, Dean and Sam) who love each other are forgetting. Anyway, it's really good and the ending is like a nice little punch.

Been reading a good bit the last week or so (FYI anyone that doesn't write, that's code for procrastination). Anyway, a couple of fics I read recently that I liked a lot.

Dead Soldiers: An Oral History of the End Times by girl_wonder
This was so clever and really well done. The writer captured characters, canon and original, so well and pieced it all together in a way that made it flow. Written in the form of interviews, it reminded me a lot of Rant: An Oral Biography of Buster Casey by Chuck Palahniuk, which is one of my all-time favorite books. I loved the way she took Dean and Sam and put them on completely opposite ends of the same spectrum, making Dean like some kind of messiah and Sam coming into his power as the antichrist. All along, no matter what they're doing, they want to protect the other. It was very cool.

Watch the Weather Change by paxlux
LOVE this. Really love this. The slow-burn way the author lays the scene and builds the atmosphere is just wonderful. But, by far my favorite thing about this story, which I told the author, is that the boys are brothers first, then lovers. Even as their relationship starts to change, they still poke at each other, tease, fight, and try to trip one another. It's this fantastic sibling rivalry dynamic that is just so great. There's a really good story going on with it too, some conflict with Dean going to hell and a case involving mythology that's very Native American feeling in origin. Over all, I thought this was brilliant.

One Uncontrollable Hunger Away From Ruin by maerhys
I love the narrative voice of this. I don't know if it's just the way the writer writes all of her stuff as I'm not very familiar with her work at the moment, but this flowed so well that I literally just slipped inside the story. It was like watching it rather than reading it. The one thing that left me wondering at the end, though, was how Dean in the long run would feel about losing the younger, less mature, more temperamental Sam to this older, more mature version. One day Sam goes to bed an angsting little brat, the next morning he wakes up wise beyond his years and Dean's missed out on all the in between. This in no way diminished the story for me, but it did leave me thinking when I was done. Fantastic piece of writing.

Babies are gross. There, I said it.

Annnnnnnnd....
I am kinda disgusted with myself for referencing Twilight in this essay I'm writing for English (lol, typed that up as "Eligsh" at first) 1158. Referencing it in a positive way, no less. But it had to be done, and like the Prof says, Twilight is something that is going to plague my generation.

Yes, she really said that. Which makes her kinda rock hard awesome imo.

I found this site where they sell some of the strangest stuff. It's all science related, which I'm not really smart when it comes to science, but it's interesting. And some of this stuff is so pretty. Like jewelry made from lightening glass, or coal from the RMS Titanic, or obsidian from Mt. St. Helens, or pendants of roses carved from mammoth ivory. Fulgurite is supposed to sound like wind chimes when you tap it, so I bet that set of wind chimes sounds really pretty. I think part of the beauty of most of it is just how really strange it is, but it's still kinda awesome.

http://www.sciencemall-usa.com/index.html

Title: Forgive This Darkness
Pairing: John/Sam
Rated: R
Warnings: Incest, language, pedophilia (Sam is 16)
Word Count: 9,774 (this part)
Notes: Beta edited by judas_denied./ This is a WIP. Sam/Dean stuff will creep in a bit later, also. And the rating on this is going up as it progresses. Way up./ You can find Chapter One here.
Summary: When Sam was sixteen, he was bitten by a rattlesnake and everything changed. If John had to pick a moment where it happened, where everything that went wrong between them got its start; that would be it.


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Yes. Hey, don't believe me? I can PROVE IT!

Music

Empty Road
Hello Time Bomb
Hello Time Bomb (acoustic) <=OMG SQUEE
Girl In The War :: Josh Ritter cover
Jenni's Song
Weapon
Odette
Strange Days
Symbolistic White Walls
Haven't Slept In Years
Champions of Nothing

I know the guy isn't much to look at but he's like freaky smart and then he's got this super sexy voice and OMG I FANGIRL HIM. *ahem* Just thought I should share this. Maybe.

I have over 3,000 words on my apocabigbang fic done, all done last night. Now I am tired and that is awesome (the wordcount, not being tired) and I am all gleeful and shit about it and so I'm going to bed. Because I am a buzz-kill, but wtfe, YAY!

This fic scares me shitless, btw. It's an idea I've had for a long time that's changed a little but not so much and has plot lines and things going every which way so it makes me super nervous. But I wanted to write it and what better way to get me to quit twiddling my thumbs over it than a deadline, right? Right (just smile and nod).

Also, got 2nd chapter of Forgive This Darkness back from beta last night, so will be posting that soon. And now I need sleep because I have research to do for a non fandom related paper (not as fun, but them's the breaks), so good night.

And yes, I do realize how very pointless this post is. I'm so sorry :(

Title: Find a Spark
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rated: NC-17
Warnings: Incest, S&M, burning, shotgunning, rimming, PWP
Word Count: 5,467
Notes: Not beta edited. Writen as a kind of special request by judas_denied from a prompt she used in comment_fic. It kinda got a lot out of hand, lol.
Summary: If I took this cigarette and put it out on you, would you love me?

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